Goooodbbyyyeee

                               Drama*

                          Hellllloooo

                                 Suuummmmeeerrr<3

Jennifer Renee*  

I will miss you Weezy!!

Hmm I told my mister Michael((Stone)) baby...ahha that i would update just for him, but theres nothen to write soo im just going to put some amazing quotes that my miss maddison showed me gotta <3 her!

Quotes**

•  it's the days we're so crazy
  people think we're ::high::
  the times we're so bored
  we laugh till we ::cry::
  all the inside jokes
  and the ::remember whens::
  these are the reasons we'll
  ::always:: be best friends
  
•  i hate the way you can push me to
  the limits with the things you do &&
  then you know just the right time to say
  something sweet to make me  fall for you all over again
•  everytime i try to give up
  hope whispers "one more try..."
•  Just one more thing before you leave
  Don't forget to remember me
•  one of the scariest things in the world
  is telling him `i love you more`
  && realizing that you were right
  
•  see baby, this is our problem:
  i care too much and you, well
  you could care less.      </ 3
  
•  EVERYDAY PEOPLE ASK ME
  "ARE YOU TWO GOiNG OUT ?"
  & YOU DON`T REALiZE HOW PAiNFUL iT iS
  TO REPLY " NO , WERE JUST FRiENDS "
  
•  now i'll write "i love you" down the
  same number of times you said it to me.
  && then i'll shove the pages down your
  throat so you can use them on the next girl
  who thinks she's your world
  
• i hate how you go around talkin` shit like you
  know me, girl - - if i had a dick, you would
  be the first one to blow me                   
•  She's moved on.
  and i feel sorry for you
  because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever.
  if she could have any guy in the world, she would have picked you above the others.
  she thought you were different.
  she was wrong.
  you're just another guy to her now
  
•  the bad thing about a girl with a broken heart..
  is that she starts to hand out
  the pieces to anyone who comes around
• she says she dosen't care but the look in her eyes
  and the tone of her voice tells a different story.. </3
  
•  my eyes tell secrets my lips will never tell *
   
•  i want to lay in bed with my head on his heart and
  hear him say to me "baby, i don`t make my heart *
  beat like that. it`s all your fault"        
•  you know when you start out friends.. every little
  joke is hilarious. then everything he does annoys
  the heck out of you. then finally one day, you look
  at yourself and think, "dang, i fell in love".
  
• when i cry at night, the only thing i can think
  to myself about is.. how can i seem so -----
  perfectly fine in the morning; why do i smile
  like nothing is wrong? and how does not one
  single person notice that i`m not okay
• as she looks at the picture of the guy
  in her year book she whispers, when
  will he EVER notice me ..
  
• When I Look In Your Eyes
      I Dont See Mine <|3          
•  yea im okay. |[in a everythings fucked up kinda way]|
                                                                                                                                                        
•  BEST FRiEND --» the person that no matter how long
  it`s been since youu`ve talked or seen each other, we
  can call each other no matter the time of day & pick
  up where we left off.
  
•  You might think of me as just some girl, but I just want you to know that I'm the one girl who took one look at you and fell harder than i have in my entire life
  
•  Love is when you tell a guy that you like his shirt and he wears it every other day           
  
•  it`S that . .
  Up ALL Night || All The time || Girl talk || never Fight
  Pinky promise || guarantee || best friends Forever
  . . .Kinda thing 
• A friend calls to see if they can come over
  A best friend just shows up whenever.
  A friend has been over maybe 5, 6 times.
  A best friend is there more then you are.
  A friend says hey to your family
  A best friend runs over and hugs your mom
  A friend thinks your siblings are cute
  A best friend wrestles with your little brother
  And plays dress-up with your sister
  A friend clears her plate after dinner
  A best friend gets up and asks your mom what she can do
  A friend asks you for a snack
  A best friend is already in the kitchen getting her and your sister a snack
  A friend comes over on Friday and leave Friday night 
  A best friend comes over Friday and doesn’t leave to Sunday night
  A friend asks you what’s wrong when you’re quiet
  A best friend can see past your fake smile.
  A friend knows your family and that’s it
  A best friend knows your grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins
  Friends come and go but your best friend and you will never grow
  
• every guy always asks me
      "what does he have that i don'`t??"
                        && i reply
             "my heart .. "
  
•  too young to die &
  too old to believe in
  promises.. </3
  
• best memories, best times , best friends<3 when youre sad .. we'll get drunk and plot revenge on the asshole who upset you. when you trip .. ill laugh and ask "walk much?" & when youre confused .. ill use little words to explain it to your dumb ass
  
•  Its the friends you can call at four in the morning that matter.. <3
  
•  don`t you miss the nights we talked for hours
  & i held the phone up to my music saying
  " this is the part of the song that reminds me of us"   
• (( sOmEtiMeZ )) when life g e t s
  tOo - sEriOuS - yOu nEeD thOse
  GiRLs u cOulD aLwAyS be sTupid wiTh
• && of all the ways you hurt me, i think the worst
  was when you stood up and asked her to dance.
  -- [ to our song ]

Ahhhh

well im on the phone with my boyyy Misterrrr Kaseyyyyyy <33 soo thats alllllll for now..

Jennifer Renee*

<33

Hm, Haven't written in here for a longgg longg time..I don't know haven't been up to too much, so I guess there was no reason for me to update..

Random**

• Hmm Been hanging out with Miss Maddison  a lot lately...
• Went to the movies with Kelsey last night we saw "Take the Lead"-I reallly liked it!
• Friday Night, Kelsey and Maddison stayed the night..
• Only 3 weeks of school left!!!
• I can't wait until summer time, so i don't have to wake up early everyday!
• Ehh, the only bad thing about school ending soo soon is that it means that Carina will be going off to college...
• Went to Chinese last week and learned that "Xiang-nian ni" means Miss You in chinese lol
• Miss Maddison and I tried Mango Ice Cream for the First time together ahha
• Learned that my Gangsta name is Milla Killa and Maddies is Wang Cheung((ahaha don't ask!!))
• Fortunately, Drama is blowing over...and started talking to some of my old friends again..
• Hadd an amazing talk with Maddisons mother about guys, and how they are definitely not worth the tears..wow i love that lady!
• Had fun with maddison and Kelsey tryna teach Maddisons momma how to dance.. ahha "drop down and get yer eagle on gerl" lol
• Well needless to say, this is another pointless entry, sooo I am going to go eat dinner...

Happy 17th Birthday Mister Kyle Walsh!!!!

Jennifer Renee*

<33

Comments Please...

::Edit::

Maddison Rae-Ray, Please don't be mad at me, I don't know what  I was thinken, I was in a bad mood, and I definitely didn't mean what I said..

hmm hasnt been so great for me lately. but what else is new? had some pretty amazing days, and then the shitty days balance it out.. blugherz

*Random*

• Been Hanging with Miss Maddison for pretty much the past 2 or 3 weeks?
• Guys are pretty much out of my life right now, considering most guys are just out to try and get some, or they like you one minute and hate you the next......
• I miss my Amazing Lauren...  We used to spend every weekend together, and now someone won't even let her spend one night with me..
• Miss Brit got her liscense! [((scarrrryy))]
• Mr. Jon Grimm is the best ((Guy)) friend a girl could ever have, ohh, yeah thanks for the sucker by the way!
• My Ambee Bambee hasn't been at school! I hope you are okay Uli! _haha_
• I hate how guys think its okay to pick you up and throw you away whenever they please..
• I hate the way they make you fall, then they hurt you, and once you are almost over them, they make you fall again... its like they dont want you, but they don't want anyone else to have you..
• I hate when they say that they like you,every day, for like 3 weeks straight, and then all of a sudden, they could never date you..
• I love how my friends no exactly what to say, when I am about to cry..
• I love how girls say I am so sick of drama, and then they go talk a bunch of crap about one of their "friends"
• I love when girls call other girls whores, when they dont have a boyfriend, and all they did was hangout with a guy.
• Rachel Helwig is sooo amazing at taking pictures, I wish I had that kind of talent..((she is going to make a ton of money  with that))
• I am super happy that me and my sister are closer this year, i have tons of fun with her...
• Peope have some psycho boyfriends!
• People get mad over stupid shit...
• I hate when people pretend to be your friend and then talk shit about you..
• I hate when people choose their boyfriend over you...when their boyfriend is the one that is hurting them
• I hate when people lie straight to your face, like you have no feelings...
• I love how  guys will tell girls anything just to get close to you, so maybe, just maybe they can try and get some..
• I love how people at our school are soo fake.
• I love it when people lie about stupid shit!
• I hate when they avoid you, rather than to "man-up" and tell you the truth!

I guess thats enough for today, just trying to blow of some steam, not very helpful...

Quotes that fit in with my life right now..

• I look at u & motherfuckingassholeihopeyoufuckingdie comes to mind.
• i knew the things u said were lies.but i didn`t know u could say em & look me straight in the eyes.
• let me just sit here & pretend like im worth something to u.
• i forgot that prentending to be happy doesn't make u feel happy on the inside.
• & she would kill to hear him say shes beautiful
• && her heart finally told her
  T  O  S  T  O  P  W  A  S  T  I  N  G  H  E  R  T  I  M  E
• Waiting on you is like waiting for rain during a drought Useless && disappointing
• Cross ur heart & Hope to die, Clothes, Make-up, Boyz n Lies. Be together till the end - The true definition of best friendz

I love my friends. for the most part..

"everything is easy baby leave it up to Weezy baby"

Jennifer Renee**

hmm  2 hour delays all last week  ((yeahh they were amazing!))

Miss Maddison stayed all last week, actually she's still here

Many great times! But today had to have been the best.. (( other than the night we hungout with my WonDerFul Sister .. and played with Balloons))

Hmm.. Hadda great time at the mall today with Cadie and Miss Maddison! I love them girls.. Hmm I don't think I've ever gotten hit on that much in my life.. Saw many people we knew.. and some that we didn't wanna see .. Blugherz! .. The guy that just kept giving us samples! lol.. Saw our Foreign friends.. hehe .. Just chillin'  on our couch and chairs.. "welcome to our living room" lol... Finding our sleep numbers.. the guy and his purple elephant! ---Cadie: "Hey Guys, Look the circus is in town!" Maddison: "Where's the Circus?" Me: "Uhm, about five feet to your left, and counting!" wow, Hideous! I love you ladies!__That was a much needed day of funn!

Then, Miss Maddison and I came back here.. Hadd an //I|N|T|E|R|E|S|T|I |N |G\\ time with my mother..  then just hung out............ 

Jennifer Renee*

<3

NEW SONG... I love It...

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I